:: A New Chapter ::
ever read a book? and loved it so very much that you stayed up and read? so much so that you read way past your bedtime? or till you're late to leave for an appointment? you know that you'll be late, but you still insist on completing... maybe till you finish the chapter?

i admit that i'm indeed such a person... i'm an avid reader... who won't put down a good book till i'm well and ready... which is usually in the wee hours of the morning... in fact, i'd almost always read till my eyelids start closing on their own accord... and no matter how much i will myself to stay awake, i'd not be able to do so... only then will i allow myself tunr off the light and fall asleep. this only applies to good books. i do this... knowing that i'd have to rise early the next day for school or a sailing class... i know what hell i'd have to go through for the lack of sleep, but i still do it, anyway... (sucker)

i've just been thinking... does this say something about me? do i hang on to a certain good chapter of my life? no matter how tired i am? or how much sense it make for me to leave a situation? that even if it hurts, i'd still hang in there? until the end? even though i know it's probably not good for me, i still insist on holding on? *sigh*

is it time to close that chapter of my life?

sleep...