:: Boredom in the Office... ::
that's right, you guessed it... i'm bored in the office on a saturday morning... with nothing better to do... *yawn*

there was suppose to be a water-evaluation for a guy who was scheduled for an interview this morning, but thanks to mother nature, with a Cat 1 blowing towards our sector, the water-evaluation seems to be something of a distant future...

if this post reads BORING to you... that's exactly how i'm feeling right now!!! i'm bored outta my skull!!! and my class doesn't start till 2pm... shucks... i'm seriously, seriously bored!!! BORED BORED BORED!!!

:: The Ideal Person ::
We all have an 'image' of how our ideal person would be. Some might even think they know who their ideal partner is. Who's yours? I remember, when I was younger (and alot sillier), my girlfriends and I would have our personal checklist on attributes our other half had to possess. Good-looking, check. Character, check. Sense of humour, check. Height, check. And there we'd be, mentally checking off item by item. Sounds superficial? Maybe. But if you're brutally honest with yourself, you probably did it yourself!

As I grew older, I found that my own list started getting shorter and shorter. It's not something I think about everyday, but once in a while, something will prompt me to retreive my list, and go over it once more. Is this practical? Do he really have to be a drummer (or just know how to play the drums)? Arrgh... f*ck it! Singaporean guys aren't very good musicians, anyway. *proceeds to scratch that off the list* And so on and so on...

Just the other day, I was just talking crap to my 'sister' Emelda and my GM at the club... and we (my boss and I) were just teasing Mel on her current obsession with some guy from some chinese boyband... and my GM asked me what kind of a guy was my ideal partner. Hah! Simple question. I was just about to pull up my list of pre-requisites that my guy couldn't not have, when I realised that I no longer cared what was on that list. I said 'I don't know.'

IDIOT!!! I reprimended myself mentally. You don't know? You've got a freakin list, for God's sake! What do you mean you don't know?!?! Than I realised that that was the truth. I really didn't know if I wanted the guy that would fit my list anymore.

And my general manager said something that made a lot of sense to me. 'You'll know who he is when he comes along. And when he does appear, you won't need your list, because he probably wouldn't have half the qualities you wanted in the beginning. It's all about feelings, and how you feel.'

Wow! Not something I'd have expected from an old man, but who am I to say anything? But what he said did strike a cord, and I'm gonna sleep on it.

So who's your perfect guy/girl?

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i want to blog... i really do... but i'm feeling SO tired now... and my mind can't think... so till i can function again...

:: Fitzy's Answer... BAH... ::
I'm a......

oh yea... a BIG HI to all you pple out there... i sure do miss you guys...

hey kids, i'm back!!! oh yea... that i am... sorry i've been MIAing the last few days... but i'm just totally wiped out! *beams* i'm out at sea 6 days a week... and am totally loving it!!! i teach kids on the optis (bathtub boats) tuesdays to fridays ecach week, then switch to adults on the picos on weekends... sounds tough eh? well, IT IS!!! so with that schedule for june... the only day i can actually take time off and zonk out is mondays... but who else is free to hang out with me on the bluest day of the week?

Enter: Imran. that's right... God (as well as our respective bosses)have deemed it fit that we get our off days together, ay the same time. of course, it can be pure coincidences well... *grin*so last week we went blading in Eact Coast. yea... big surprise is that i actually woke up at 8AM on my off day to go blading!! hahaha... and today was shopping day! got me a nifty lill digital camera... and that's that.

it's been a hectic 2 weeks, but now that the june hols are about to be over, and everything will die down once again, i somehow get the feeling that i'll miss it all... yea, all the screaming, shouting, crying, whining kids... runinng around, driving all of us crazy... i've been told that's what happens...

on another note, Uncle Song's baby boy turns a whole month old this saturday!! Congrats to him! i'll be able to see him for the first time this month, and baby Michele (Song's older child) as well! i sure miss that pretty little thing!

so that's me... from then till now, don't kill yourselves!

:: Geek Who? ::





me?!?! use a mac? i think not... *shrugz*

:: tired, too tired... ::
hey kids! sorry i jhaven't been keeping up lately... been swamped with work and KIDS!!! arrgh!! the class i had last week was great... but this week's kids are a terror!! absolute monsters!! in fact, i think they're the worst bunch of kids that i've ever had to teach ever since i started teaching!!! yeap... that bad...

so that's me... heeee... i think you guys'd prefer a test, aye?



and here's another...


and another...

You have high standards for yourself, and try desperately to live up to them. But when you are unable to reach those goals, you fall into a deep depression. People see you as a brilliant person, yet inside, you are full of self-doubt and fear of failure. You need to set more reasonable goals.